| This is just a post to check if this still works....
I must admit that I don't have the liberty to update this sit now... But I know that this will ed soon. NO, ot the site, but my idle state.
As soon as it's over, my xanga will live again like it was before.
I miss you Xanga. More than you miss me. |
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| Most weird. This post. I miss the real keyboard. Thinking that my mobile phone will never be a substitute to post some entries here.. It's been a long time since i wrote something down here.. But hey, i'm having my summer break now.. I'd like to spend fifty percent of it at home and the other half maybe i could just decide later. Late night sleeps are not allowed here at home, or just because they wanted me to get some good rest.. I miss school, but not the exams.. |
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| (Is it required to add a title for each post? I was wondering. I'm always stuck in that part everytime I post)
This week has been exhausting. Being behind the scene of the of the college events. Whew! Mentally exhausting, like the exams! I've learned. Not to do these things again... hahaha. Kidding. I've learned that, of course, taks are not easy, especially the reponsibilities... Not to mention that I struggle a lot dealing with people. I always like to just see all the action... It's fun. But being in the aciton is more fun!
Another thing I've just learned: You can never please everyone. I like that. Hehehe! It'll be a hard way learning that for me. Of course, just be who you are. As long as you don't hurt anyone it's alright. That's also an absolute truth. You can never please everyone.
It's been over a month since I left home. I miss home. My family, my room, my bed. Everything in the house. This weekend, I'll be home! That's for sure. hahaha..
The movement? Oh, the looming terror of the org evaluations is coming nearer and nearer. I am in charge of the documents and this will be the last thing I would ever do. promise. I never liked the way Ross talked to me about this responsibility. I honestly don't want to comment on this over here, But I think I should. He think too much and so advanced. I mean, he's getting so paranoid to the point that he didn't care about the words he spits. Loosing control is the least thing I could do. And because of my trauma of the partiality in the moevement. (Oh this partiality thing makes me even more sick about people.) I just can flare up and break down. I tell you, it's very hard to be in control when you're provoked to be angry. I praise and thank God for His Holy Spirit who fills me and takes over at the right time.
I'd like to be more detailed on this. But for now, all I can say are those things above. Thanks for reading dear readers.. Thanks for dropping by... |
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| Right after the exam week, I was thinking of being free from sleepless nights. Wow, I was certainly wrong. Those sleepless nights during the exam week were merely a prelude to more busy weeks. Funny thing this word committment gives you. I'll be having tuntrums. Alright. See yah Xanga. I miss you. |
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